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lead is dead and floating

in my rotting viens.

metal settles in my brain

driving me insaine.



doctors want to treat me,

but i can't pay the bill.

i guess i'll have to fade away.

i'll name you in my will.



for you i'll leave fond memories.

for you i'll leave my heart.

for nothing else will matter,

when forever we must part.





by martin

so red

the toxic wolf

so white

the clueless wife

so blue

the empty voice



of the people



so black

the man alone

so yellow

the chickenhawks spine

so grey

the declaration



we the people





by martin

it's gotta change

no

i've gotta change

before it kills me

if it hasn't already



the dark place

where easy pleasure resides

and lost souls hide

lures me in

to practice sin



within its walls

i am a king

sheltered from reality

in a castle

hidden in the shadows



the blinding light

reveals my sin

as i leave the darkness

soiled in the sunlight

soiled in my own eyes



each time i step out of the darkness

i swear

that i will never return

yet deep inside

my addiction is already churning



will i ever learn ?





by martin

life is so much funner

living in a dream.

dead or alive.

the people i know,

or have known

are always free to drop by

for a little bit of adventure,

or maybe even a little closure

that never happened

outside the world of R E M.

i really hope that when ive breathed my last

the world of R E M

will take me to eternity.

as my body fulfills the prophecy

of ashes to ashes, dust to dust.

and after my eyes have ceased to flutter in my skull

i prey that the world of R E M

has me safely in its womb

living out my dreams

with the souls that matter ...

to me anyway

until the end of time.





by martin

at times i feel so alone.

not the alone that makes me cry.

but rather, the kind of alone

that makes me appreciate

the fact that you are not here.



so harsh.

yes i know.

but true to the bone.

and as far as future plans

you are never coming home.



i never again

wish to feel the alone that i felt

while holding you in my arms,

and in my heart.

alone is much better



when we are apart.





by martin